Okay, in early June, I had my CT for five of the seven subjects I take. The other two, marks will be based on projects and assignments. Omg. Okay, I've gotten my results for three of the five. Here they are:
Microbiology (MIC): C
Anatomy and Physiology (AAP): B+
Nursing Skills Labaratory (both practical and theory): B
Omg, omg, I got Bs! Haha. I'm soo happy especially for my AAP! Alhamdullilah, amin. I could laugh as if the grades I got are funny. Haha. I got C for MIC, but that's okay. I'll work harder and I'll work hard for its practical as well (gulps). I dunno when I'll get the results of FON and PAS. I hope I'll get at least a B, if not an A. Insyallah, amin.
After CT week, it was my two weeks attachment. Made some friends, learned some things, and uuseful things they are. I also enjoyed my attachment overall. I went to St Luke Eldercare (Bk Timah Centre), HPB, St Luke Community Hospital and of course, Queenstown Poly. I'm gonna miss the Poly. Duuh. I was attached to it for a week. Okay. Haha. I also made friends with some of the nurses, not really friends, but you get what I mean.
Now that the two weeks attachment are over, it's my two weeks break. Yeeaah. Break, with projects to do, to finish. Sigh. Maybe I should've opted for RP huh? At least I got dearest gfs there. Okay, here's an update. Last week, I would say I like someone. We just know each other, and I tell you, you talk to him can kecoh. Not kecoh as in there are many things to talk about, it's kecoh as in you can argue with him and it may never ends. But it's argue nice, not argue bad. Imaginelah. Haha. I can take a popcorn and munch while watch him argue with a friend. He's nice, you can joke with him, and I came to this impression that he likes to lie. He lies about this and that, but still, you can take him as a nice friend. And there will come this laughter. Haha. Oh, and he likes to sleep. Haha.
After a few days, I roughly know how he's like. I can sit down with him, only us, and chat. Then, I started to develop feelings for him. But I didn't wanna like him. I knew it's probably just my imagination, not real. Then, on the last day I saw him, I told him: "If I like you, wld you accept me?". I didn't talk, I wrote in his Notes application in his Ipod. Haha. At first, I wanted to just say it. I told him I wanna tell him something. We were already alone, others had gone for lunch. He said what it was. But when I turned to him and opened my mouth, the words would get stuck in my throat. I tried a few times. He got curious, and even asked me, "Eh, you did domething wrong ah?". Haha. I looked at him, and I was surprised. His face was serious, and underneath it, I know he cared. There was concern, for a friend. Behind his immaturity that I pointed out (although I had a feeling he has his mature side), I saw for the first time, his mature side. Of course I said no. Haha.
The words were still stuck and in the end, he gave his Ipod and asked me to write on the Notes application. I took it, and began typing. It wasn't very long, and he held out his hand. I stiiill didn't want to let go of the Ipod. In the end, he was like, "Okaylah, if you don't want to tell, don't tell. I won't force you.". I said no, I want to tell. Then he said okay. And after a few moments, I finally showed the note to him. His face was concentrating, then changed when he got the message. I asked him, "So?" He even like sat in this certain position and thought about it. He said no. I asked a few times. He finally said, we become friends first, then slowly2 see how. I was satisfied with that answer. Then came, he asked me to sit besiiide him during lectures cause he's shy around my friends, and I said he should sit beside me during lectures cause I'm shy with his friends. Haha. Cause I said, even as friends first, we wouldn't be able to know each other better cause we aren't from the same class, only same lectures. When we see each other, we would just smile or nod. He confidently said noo lah. And I confidently elaborated more.
The point is, we just know each other. It's because of that, that he rejected me. He thinks it's puppy love, like for only a few days and then it will go away. I told him in an sms, that it's not. I don't just like someone cause he's cute, or handsome or whatever. Aaand he changed the subject. But now, I'm gonna forget about him. I'll take him as a friend. Like crazy crazy, as always. I can trust him, cause I know his secret, and he knows mine. He knows I like him. I'll treat him as a friend.
"I caught a butterfly, and now I
have to release it. It and I can't
be together. We're from different worlds."
And okay, when are we going to watch Eclipse? Of course, can't wait to see the others on Aisha's birthday party on 17 July! Soo excited!
Later!!
xxx
Aqilah :D :D
P.S He called yesterday, asking me if I wanted to watch movie (as a friend) with the others today. Knight and Day. We had a nice chat. "What wroong numbeeer." Haha. :)
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