I see him again, and that feeling comes in. I'm trying to forget him now. He doesn't need to sit beside me, I don't need to sit beside him. It doesn't matter now. Don't worry Aqilah. You'll be fine. Even when he sees you, looks at you and don't even smile, only with that expression, it's okay. I know we are still be friends, maybe someone whom I can trust (of course I can), crazy crazy as always. Haha. I can get along with him. It's okay, when you see me and you walk away, don't worry, I'll be alright. Only those few words, it's alright, I'm still okay. Cause I know you are still my friend, and I'm still yours. :)
If I were to only given a minute or something to live, I would wanna tell you this. "That message, which I also wanted to answer your question
about my dance class, that message didn't get sent in the end. I wanted to say, that I would wait and not give up. But something you said during one of those few days made me changed my my mind in sending the message. "I like you because of not puppy love you know. I'm not sure why. I'm giving you up because... because we can't be together. It's okay, I will move on. I will and I can. I just want to let you know I like you for you, not for puppy love."
