We started texting each other then, and it's been a week. Last Sun when I told him lets not text each everyday, he was like, "Sedih tak leh msg lagi". Haha. But then, we would text each other in the morning at 5 plus and again after I end school. However, since a few days ago, he's been...like disappearing. At first, he would be enthuastic in texts, but now. He doesn't sound that enthuastic anymore. And he would reply me one hour later etc. Today, when I texted him, he still hadn't reply. It's unlike him.
I was prepared to give him a chance. He was looking for a girl. I am still looking for a guy. But I know if he's not the one then I can't do anything about it. So far he has been okay. Although I still don't know how he looks like. But now, I feel he's avoiding me or something. I think he has already lost his interest. Lost interest huh. I don't really mind. But at least tell me you don't wanna continue texting me if you want to move on. Tell me if you're a man. Don't keep me waiting, with doubts.
I guess it was just a short wishful thinking. I only knew him for a week. I don't even know how he is really like. I don't even know how his voice's like. I thought I was really slowly starting to accept him, like him, but...well, I guess there is an ending to every start. I really hope if he's decided to move on, don't wanna continue texting me, I really hope he will at least tell me that, soon. It isn't nice to keep a girl waiting, you know..
